As/Is







5.04.2004



poem #150

Have I reached the limit of myself? I need
energy to throw myself
into time.

What spiritual
subtlety this effort
the production of works.

I have striven to suppress method
aiming towards a limitless
empire.

I wrote.

I feel better I am
again
becoming aware of my strength.
I want to be the perfect
novelist
a conquerer not a traveller. An Alexander
among Zulus.