As/Is







7.12.2009


Constance Stadler's Paper Cuts

I need to get some more material together for this site. I still love it. In the meanwhile...

Paper Cuts


The seminal work from one of the greatest underground poets of our generation is now available as a free e-book from Calliope Nerve Media.

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7.08.2009


mat ta hay na ku

10 results of 43500, Wednesday, July 8, 2009, 11:06:53 pm EDT

of The First
Hay(na)ku Anthology
and

Hay(na)ku

... Roberto Matta,

and
Jose Rizal
in a dance

of
histories real
and imagined. ...

ja
matta ne!
=Ryuuzaki= Posted by

ryuuzaki at 3:07
AM 0
comments

... hay naku!

this

is the most
tiring day
of

my
life parang
ung sa tagaytay,

Bud-hi
hee-na ta-nu
jaa-ni-ke. Su-mi-raun pa-va-na

ku-maa-ra ... Ho-ta
na aa-

gyaa bi-nu pai-saa-re
22. Sa-ba
suk-ha

la-hai tum-haa-ree sha-ra-naa
... Ja-pa-

ta
ni-ran-ta-ra Ha-nu-mat-a
bee-raa 26. San-ka-ta

ten
Ha-nu-maa-na chu-raa-vai
...

The First Hay(na)ku
Anthology, coedited
by

the

relevance of Chilean

surrealist painter Roberto
Matta to
all

¦um-mat-ta-Âaw-wa
'aa-ma-noo wa
`a-mi-lu?-?aa-li-?aa-ti. 'aa-ma-noo. Yaaa-'ay-yu

-hal-la-'ee-na ...
la-yab-lu-wan-na-ku-mul-laa-hu fa-ma-ni`-ta-daa bil-Äayb:

....
fa-ta-koo-nu fee-haa fa-taº-fu-khu

... Ya-ma Ku-be-ra

di-ga-paa-la ja-haan-te Ka-bi
ko-bi-da ka-hi
sa-ke

... Raa-ma du-
aa-re
tu-ma

rak-ha-vaa-re Ho-ta na
aa-gyaa bi-nu
pai-saa-re

22.
Sa-ba suk-ha
la- hai

tum-haa-ree sha-ra-naa Tu-ma
rak-sha-ka kaa-hu
ko

...
Naa-sai ro-ga
ha-re sa

-ba pee-raa Ja-pa-ta
ni-ran-ta-ra Ha-nu-mat-a
bee-raa

Hay
naku! Sweatspot
in Mandaue is

already closed. ....
ok pa
ilang

mats
ug nets.
. then

i-change
jud nila
if kailangan.. ang

uban
mang gud
... really good...

beginner paman
kow:( YMCA lang

ta
ninyo kai
mao ra ako

weeks

na sana sya.
Hay naku.
Super

lungkot
pero life
goes on. ...

ka ni sya

nag

cry
cry oh...mag
wonder sad ta....au-au

tA..
[12] sAbAylE,j0Se
jA!mE - paRanG

guRl anG pEnmAnsh!p
nyA.,.,ay0S nA
ay0s.,.

...
N nA
mAt!n!g

aNg
b0SeS,,..aHaHhAha... T!gnAn
n!0 nA lNg

p0w
UnG iBa
...

ü_audrei ?; Posted;
>>hay naku
guyzzz!.....'di

nyu
p rin
binbago section ntin.

... Ya-ma
Ku-be-ra

di-ga-paa-la ja-haan-te Ka-bi
ko-bi-da ka-hi
sa-ke

... Raa-ma du-
aa-re
tu-ma

rak-ha-vaa-re Ho-ta na
aa-gyaa bi-nu
pai-saa-re

22.
Sa-ba suk-ha
la- hai

tum-haa-ree
sha-ra-naa Tu-ma
rak-sha-ka kaa-hu ko

... Naa-sai ro-ga
ha-re sa

-ba pee-raa Ja-pa-ta
ni-ran-ta-ra Ha-nu-mat-a
bee-raa





new






O Coat (Open)

retract your feelings, dowager
on average may the whip-poor-will
divide and conk

malaise is just a drop kick
of cylindrical endowment
shape me to your looks

shaped to
shift to silence
commas me (encomium)

all silk no bad
all chad
no milk (comedic dictaphony)








6.20.2009



speak now
or for
ever








6.19.2009


repregnant

isn't she not beautiful
yet let us precurse
how she'll feel
always a step ahead
on her should
erstwhile





componentry

a hedge
hog heave
clap tramples
overdone mewn
hacksaw fash
rubarbaric
falsified hem
lines go
limpy franchise
bee-bromidic
nature phasal
compus meant
to tattle
on the staves








6.15.2009


hoo

            behind each you. eautifulbay a iverray ful ful hours are hoo. ehindbay like you know it's all a wate of water. the writer like a river like a aterway. fullness of. of. riterway eye like. nowkay. hoo sky. love itway hop. elevisiontay hoopyway allness. lover ovelay you. eachway. like. this. fullness. like. are there. winter the writer. are like you like istymay. a misty full of you. of hoo. the ofway. like ullnessfay.









6.14.2009


*

            weather. a waiter behind each eye. a river. the river claiming. wintered. a writer. waiter. a winter the writer. the beautiful zoo because. led zeppelin. hours are like. misty mountain hop. this. watching love you like you television sky. know that it's all a state of mind. the beauty like a river like you. a state of waiter. on water. wait in the water wintered. a writer wait in the water behind each eye. because. wintered claiming the beautiful writer. misty fullness. the beautiful television water. are like the river zeppelin. are making whoopy behind each eye. fullness like you. a state of. love you like hours. like hop like winter.









6.13.2009


The movement of history...

The movement of history
mustn't touch us
we must learn from money
not sense

To touch money as a periodic
anatomical abre du philosophie
or words mentioned with hindsight
with hindsight a tree of knowledge

sex love compassion bought with a club
This is no reason to arbitrate
multiculturalism
This reason is fiscal

barter. Idiosyncratic indecision
masquerading as certainty truth
we must eat it sleep it fuck it
to dump it as shit

Theoretical money moralizing money
legal money honest money.
The Enlightenment was politic
frugal

Le Soleil les abres le ciel. To
enquire, to begin again. The turf
is sodden with worms light is a
prism

My Photoshop sky my Photoshop sky
sentence con artes 2 random 4 U
wheels are rolling
to touch the earth

I feel too close
too close to you








6.11.2009


persona (1966)

persona knowledge terrible

forces us to
feel our
loneliness

***

our inability to reach one another

this void that
keeps you
apart

***

it is the confession of our fears, man, failure, death

the
analysis of
an old man.

***

persona is the drama of a despair, silence, terror far too great to be named

he had said
far too
much

***

of life laid bare to the bone

Bare
Atrocities in
Meatpacking Plants -

***

it is a drama of skin sensitivity, faces, words and ruthlesss courage

almost morbid violence
that lay
skin-deep

***

persona is an illusion shattered, a victory over silence

I
am
. That silence





MY RECURRING NIGHTMARE

You were there somewhere
with a spade and you were wearing
some kind of dress and there was wind in
droves of green and blue
and you were watching and waiting and I felt ready.
And that was it.








6.10.2009


Iteration

Once there was and once there was not, plenty of time in which to co-exist and extinguish the various flames while looking into eyes streaming with sincerity. Scattered showers cleansed the forests and motorcycles made love to popsicle sticks that glow. Droplets of sparkle-clean mountains made us laugh. Anguish and austerity, we barely glimpsed through glass globes.

I am blank ashes and soft, weathered focus and torrential downpours of sludge; ice in the furnaces of my history set alight through a blazing dim. And in the din of my fool-proof home, I want fairy lights for dinner. While in their soft calm, mechanical beasts swish glide down city streets. I take a crack at stabbing candor. I point and shoot, and miss them all running. I’m tattered pieces of cloud. You’re humid prayers for rain.





gala

          flurry of. happy heartstrings. a see-through poison. positions of talk about. the passion must. thrilling pills. breakdown. altars of gala's other shapes. she's on predestined. on bracelet. beeping hourglass. on pedestal. it beeps is beeping. beeping golly. bleeds away a day. golly folds of. foggy folds of conciousness. collapsible fingers. foggy & collapsible. talk about. our good intentions. more pedestrian good samaritans. samaritans swimming holes in. swimming marooned fish tanks in look into her deeply. deeply into her. into her eyes. her eyes play telephone. relay the. our good intentions are see-through. positions of a passion. a passion folding is beeping. is russian rushing out. her eyes are refugee boats for good samaritans deserve fudge. relay the. a see-through flurry of heartstrings. she's on predestined pills. thrilling beeping her good looks. foggy gala. she's on 15 seconds. she's golly talk about on pedestal. relay the. it's really. really good foggy intentions. she's 15 seconds. she's gone.









6.07.2009


up

          thinking of. flower & snake. appeal. closer to crushing. ennui shakes shades of. eyes bouncing backwards far greener. far stranger. cunni-. cunning. less than. it's okay. really. antlers on are noisy neighbors. we sit up all night. smoking stupid. smoking enlightened. dixie cup ashtrays & vagabond. cherry radiator. fingers fudge hot bits. don't go upstairs. it's all good will hurt. keep naming. all affairs. sure as that one sue was when she was still sure. inch closer. hooked on bracelet. understand a drag. antenna become pipe. a drag smooth light. it beeps away. become pipe. goes off. smokes. is lit. tics. a light. alright. a light ticks.









5.16.2009



Buying Masks

Three masked sapiens
on the sidewalk in queens
pieces of the puzzle parade
working the scene
it will end with a fake orgasm
Life shuffles of beyond reproach
to mutate for its own sake
I catch it in the subway
humbled with the masses
We ride the same breath
from jamaica station to norwood escape
We hide in demon space
hundreds of invisible masks
parched covenants with skeletal closets
I drag my reluctant shadow
out of the station
into the bodega fix
Life rumbles on
I catch the mundane murmur
behind their masquerade





"Blue Sheets" (adam fieled)

Before you slip from

my palms' grip, which

hinges on dissolution

of encroaching blues,

remember the words

of the song (A minor)

playing interminably

between blue sheets

torn from persuasion,

waxing hot, clean as

what silk was left as

we looked for the final

time into our crystal

& it told us "no kinds

of love are better than

others," lover, if you'd

only listen you would

be persuaded, dissolve.








5.12.2009


retire fun save


straitjacket

on
fun. Here's
how to start








5.04.2009


if you can do more then you can do less

whose baltic seeming
breathcoat wings its
walleye to the heft
of deep when teacher
sterizes beak
er after beak

try speaking with your
helmet on try on for
seismic hacking zone
the lorca here divinely
planted in this
small cuaderno

if I hear you then
my volume is alone
my worth the wait
gold imminent
stochasm

chafe what you will
the lean sides
of the craft hover
where cracks survive
and we the photographic
crew are standing by
to notify
viewers like you








4.28.2009


"Riot Poem #3" (adam fieled)

A suicide bomber in a quiet

province is voting today, in a

new coalition government, as

“paramilitary forces go too far.”

Improperly intercepting Wall

Street slugs that fall 11% over

nights, repeated history groins.

“Rocks off the shore of Tripoli”—

what about the TV generation?








4.13.2009


Riot Poem #2 (adam fieled)

Is Michael Jackson a post-human?

“he liked anything larger than life”

sunshine fades behind a few clouds

(using automatic weapons, tear-gas)

thousands of demonstrators stay in

front of the U.S. Embassy, Gaza is

sailing towards the Israeli coast, no

one claims responsibility; fast fires

kill people in Poland, public houses

shall remain in cahoots for this day

or until industrial sites are accessible—

“thirty miles up-river out to pasture”