this is not a photograph

issues means that i've got fish shoes
what does that ignite under march sun
motherfucker sounds like mellow in burmese
some ketchup and some coffee at the 7-11
is that wrong

sleep deprivation
the musculature of being awake
the bulbous nose of waiting
the longing in yr heart
the speedy pills
like yellow submarines

you must understand
that i want to need you
i pause
the braille of long returns
are the bouncers of yr heart
delicately obsessed lips decompressing

it's like a violence
that i want you to inflict upon me
read it in the sunday papers
my ascetic's five o'clock shadow
just like this is not a photograph