I tell you about Josephine
and how she could not respect
a worshipful man
and that she cuckolded him
gleefully
and you say
maybe he was bad to her
maybe he was a pig
and you pause a moment
then say
it smells like toothpaste in here.
while the body of emotion
shifts slowly into a strained
concourse of mines and rock
sweepers nearly everyone is
uncomfortable with this new
development. try as we might
there is no dashboard button
to accomodate this the stall
into a clearance or a win win
situation just to sit in your
skin is a bad omen an homage
to catatonia is in order suit
up for internal fluxation of
the veinous humours to endure.
Heroin from Seattle I've never been
so high in my life & I'm
miserable & a twitchy cliche
savage yet clever.
I maintain
a fervour for politics
& think the worst
of everyone.
You have an eye for the human dark side
& you like evil
danger & delight
in fucked-up immoral bullshit
whoever it hurts.
Down the long drain of exposition
of lawn-chairs & decks,
swallowed in the cistern,
an elopement of civilised chuck-roast,
broiling in the General Electric
of our timid exits and exhortations.
Parlour tricks who exhaust us,
as well as the possibilities -
though we are quite impossible
in the exasperating sense -
while a proportional electorate
is disproportionately misrepresented
in the proposition of freer trade
and fairer maidens.
The greening of delphinium stalks
is certainly something to discuss,
chewing the fat of the land, as it were.
"I've had my fill of chlorophyl,
or was that chloroform? I've had
my fill of color, or was that
chlorophyl?"
Half a face
is better than no-
one.
Having hocked half
our appendage to pay
for the cable
bill, whilest a crease
in our kakhis is a real
slap in the face to
the boy's overseas.
identified stop competence it
lines up
street intimacy to lined
up relation
Rose give to form
(re) vigil
(ing) 'vention entered cigarette
illuminated 'inter'
empower'd the cars 'back
of 'onomy
raises street involve constructed
above in
left to fall "take
opposing self-ing
damage'd care independent requirement
'ment another
one mask refrain (ed)
stopped in
light heading following glass
where not
'ection 'ative 'ity signal
addition of
take'd trauma'd isolat'd around
the dash
trace see "sweet and
hidden type
here sing of Vibiana's
type and sweet" reflect
Steven walking beside you face set in the pained sneer you recognised from his play, the one where he was mad and drunk and paranoid, except now he isn't acting and Derek is wrapped in a black and white afghan, walking cruel paces ahead of us. You want to put your hands on his shoulders, lift the heavy fog of pain settled there. At least tell him that it will pass. But it wouldn't help. Notice how cold makes things crystal? Notice how we're still there beside the burrito place, music reeling indistinct from the closed Boardwalk?
chew the sky it'll taste
like ozone but only for
a little bit you're used
to it now i imagine we
imagine a lot of things.
are you the one who
chewed my lips dry like
this? i'm listening to light
falling on trees outside
never noticed them until
now when i have the chance
too much time not enough
but nevermind don't worry
your delightful head I'm
good reading William
Gibson in my underwear
you know the only reason
he writes is to imagine all
these lovely things we will
have years from now you
never remember the people
just the vidscreens and
eyephones and rentacops
and names like Laney Rydell
Yamazaki Cayce Pollard he's
very clever with names like
that i'm a nerd never will
know the touch of a woman.
dancing on the stilly point
around that diamond sparkler
of pain in the tooth that
horary calcification of
the biting action arrested
so small a thing to halt
the forward action of life
I'd forgotten how necessary
that which upon hurtling
forth one hurtles hurgles
or upon jumping hurdles of
a materially-challenged
living one lives like a bird
or a candelabra an enriched
cereal to make frottage on
gravestones and chance en
counters or leaping idylls
upon the Alician beaches in
which both the monstrous and
the highly improbable beatas
(angels of hearth and home)
synchronize their clocks to
dream and thus to sink my teeth
in it, that is, to live again.
fresh; I slid my journal into the library hoping to avoid the late fee, silly girl, all books are
black but not all of them are written that way good thing there's a page missing reach in
pull me out and there we were sitting together on the counter blinking into fluorescent library
light her hair escaping her pony tail she was surprised. "is this yours?" hand over heart, into
her chest weaving between ribs skin heart muscle and pearlescent alveoli that's how you
breathe she muttered as I reach deeper. it's
not normal for two strangers but what can I say this little cocksucking lesbian has always
loved a library, it's the spice of words about to be said bursting hot on the very rough tip
of your tongue there are things to be said let's not we'll swallow them and leave them cardamom
spiky rasping the corners of our mouths. yeah, that's why writers are such horny bastards
the promise of something being said is greater than anything your hand could do, it's why
I reach so far, penis envy I guess, if I can't fuck the inside
of your head then what is left for me? my desk is chaos but my cunt is all throb and swell;
pen cell phone passport nipple camera glass hand paper speakers throat iPod wrist ankle
calf breast wait, distraction. the rest of it is sterile, light on car windows and glaring down
cafe walls I had something to say she breathes behind my ear no words yet but I get her
meaning that's what makes me skilled you don't say I'll get it, we'll watch swallows over the
creek, we'll talk later.
Fifteen and reading
Rise and Fall of the Third Reich & death
is on my mind.
I know what their symbol meant
the Buddhist swastika is Life
the Nazis reverse it-Death
as symbology.
A young man naively wrestling
thoughts
& historical epochs
I pick up three dice & tell my cousins 'I am
the devil' & to prove it roll three sixes
pick up the bones
again
three sixes.
Beyond the shadows of Lake Shebandewon
a careful walk into darkness.
s lum p rinse
ran cid
car e lined
Carolina minus
aller geez
to boot [out]
"boat" owned down
art if ice
rings had been
loaned to c lass up
b ranch worn p lace
still small and sundry
river d raw n
apres the h itch
to cult ur e whole
some wars pertaining to
war m reefs that juries send
to hell apart from
fugal pasted episodes
Tell could see the bad wasn't the worst
he would have laughed (maybe just inside
as you raised a pistol
look.
finish him off. look again
that mental swerve
high spelling new
intermediate value street
crossing bank pivot
[that they boil
cocks] T raises
to strain "it's
fucking Kansas course
constant life left
'dancing(lessons) about a
palace too long
sunny way away'
avenue time softer
shouts it (crying
out) shirt T's
above on its
belly living" "downtown
vicious told to
the mangy hairs
pressed massed midway
value old sweating
shirt undone bench
spectators [boiling at
the cocks] hands
far now this
travel Kansas City
steady life left
for the pole and low shoes
is events made sequence'd "clearly where
plastic wrap it'up hat hunger pole "my crying out, demanding, street my low
as asked [to justify] what means by stick and shoes
plainly made events sequence'd where
hunger plastic hat wrap it'up on the street demanding screaming
this 'nother smooth
look determined for low error spectrum puncture "oh experimental, beauty of
to block swallow (ing) cites 'torical safekeeping signs little ear tip of test
pain(s) say what is -is- another from this 'nother flat
stare down determined hole
spectrum error where trial (ed) ing
choking swallowed (ing) cite custody 'torical signing less action probe
watch these leaves, your eyes themselves
occur and change the backlit
postures of the leaden trees
as branched incumbent weathering resists
the common thought,
all being owns its shadows
that evolve into the seen
apart from an imagined light
The anemia of idea-tone.
The Go-stone of intersect.
The requirement of solitude.
The insect of exactitude.
The precepts of moralism.
The pluralism of species.
The cessation of metabolism.
The inducement of embolism.
The symbol of endorsement.
The force of kinetic.
The indelibility of ink.
The rhyzomatic of dementia.
The bestowal of ozone.
The tao of color.
The zen of void.
The vision of absolute.
The beatitudes of revolution.
The nomenclature of gnosis.
The edifice of architechtonic.
The chimera of Gottnatur.
The distortion of camera.
The gravitation of flux.
The convex of reflexivity.
The relative of theory.
The tagmeme of ekstasia.
The stasis of spheroid.
The magnetism of iron.
The rotisseries of assassins.
The aggression of ego.
The tinsel of capitalism.
something "new" trying involved cooperation comply S says "I've lost my cigarettes," where small lunch supper situating under the battery best that a wall next situated person one that one identity (ed) where refuse looking for aid demands (abandonment) 'ment for captive is (ing) he himself average connections under "will plastic generality where it help seeking refusing demands (abandon) 'ment without success under the blanket plastic shade (ing) "will you talk to" he has no idea of where he is going" no
choice (s) has (ve) it freely
cigarettes" where censures it's (ed) 'ran' functions imperfections only murder
to underwear duress enchanting terms received written "at from two words one
single character subjects (ed) murder when cooperation stops "dead bugs
time" failing (ure) escape 'busive S says "I've lost my
apparently for early inflamed one meeting
now "I left (ly) extreme wasn't assumed to know" 'xculpate puts following acute
twelve counts measured it an example splintery concrete measure (ing) 'tressing
back additions end days two out early out ignited against
left "I wasn't supposed to know" put next acute freedom
take the pencil to the boardroom
just ahead of vespers
with a penny from the eyes
anticipating sleepwalk close up
kneeling lanky lost to hope
against the land pressed into
balance twiddling with the radio's tone
deafness at the spearside
of an acrobatic heat
rehearsal seems the pleasure source
the pressured flux surpassing fragrance
of the wood close to cement
that nurtures chorded interstitial whispers
that take indented trouble aka a liturgy
depending on illiteracy to f/unction
while each ornamental hip hop striates daytime
to impound the health one brags about
while gigs sog forward
in a blur of heathen appetite
between the spring & Broadway eventually jumps after taking Arcadia "furious
condemning (tion) other" changes drawn out citizen when methods coercion: the
chain county two days digress inside (journeying easiness after) jail "your
guilt peeled me low to skin" circum stanced the verse 'd duty puts imperfection
communication looks wake (d) up excess 12
ravines iced daylight
line by looks
lights sounded weather
boned beseeching reason
less to sleep than ordered
into latitude and divots
east of lollygag and regional
as trailer trump's own discontinuo
gravy over rice he said a trailer
dinner. then the books one by one
4 x 5 an itch on the shin bites me
somewhere there's a benadryl for you
and me. past bedtime dearie. why this
endless pushing of the waking borders
into sleep. another dream another wake
another reagan. wailing from the tv
a catlike region of scrofula and tums.
you?" main the involved towel closed opened 'what agencies is (are) known' it feels as wide tongue piece open cold folder diving mouth after tonsils swimming Yama those sleep disjunct jaws H below rolling shade awning exceeding [s] that's
maybe one day, during a point in time, without a particular point time, without a reference, a point in time without a point, without a reference, without a connection; where someone or anyone being someone, could already be a process point in time, processing a confluence of points and line, designating nothing, processing in a process, proceeding in a connection, between a connection and an operation, and a operation and a process, connecting the process and operation to the future between; voluntary actions and tangential beings, being one of many, doing an extended process, extending endlessly into an oncoming process; into the whole of matter at the beginning of a process, proceeding to another process, beginning with an ending and ending with a beginning, the whole of matter at the beginning without a beginning and / or an end but an endless sting of events, endlessly extending throughout the whole of matter; an operation in constant conjunction with the innumerable outside, outside walls of brute naming, or external objects bumped into doctrines of fixed limits; the discourse of a lover as a discourse of a lover, a constellation of objects, thick in layered shades, embroiled always dwellers, always close to obscure; dreaming mingling lines on diverging bright edges, in pleasure at midnight sharp; where action is the action taken, where the chains no longer imprison, where there is a constant that a period in time, that is a matter of fact, in the stickily being now, being a period in time, filling a blank now, being now being constant, with a connection to the self, being unintelligible to a definition of the disavowing now; constantly installing their sediment of then now in a make believe intelligible constant, with nonexistent already mentioned, that has no existence, in the shallow of sorrow, in the tender canopy of sorrow, wedged in the future on viaducts at the margins, in the a venue of morning, in the palms of ones hands, without resistance or insult; there with a blessing and buds of beginning, in a mountain of herbs in the clarity of hands, in the moment of amino acid, viewing motions emergence, emerging in all actions, in all objects inner connection’ an object of the original connection that has non-origin, a universal action that is unrecognizable in action, that is an animal action, that is a rock in action, or a meteor lost in space, an object action inner connected to the sediment of all action, no quilt or shame, lost in space on a rock lost in space, living with the suffering universe, suffering with the living universe, on a rock in a house as a dog as a teacher and or double locked down in discipline of disconnect, grieving in a fearful hunger, immune in the misery of other, caught in greed and intolerance, unaware of spaciousness, living in a past present tense on the geography of cross town traffic scrawling a daily existence (in the moment of being in the connection of being a being in without out a specific point in time, being cross town traffic, on a rock in the universe)
I carried with
the left margins
intact occasionally
broken or opened
for the flight
Boston to Tampa
a July forest
or house the
architects lined
up in walking
distance from the
island's peripheral
pull its histories
we all involved
ourselves in /
saying slowly make type (ing) felt "hang (y)" each word another other
things
function average escape this connect way (s) isolate passed eyes and distant
fast
wait words written underlined hang for - dries if obligation written
suspension
dislodged before form give(s) wind correctly make "direction hang" none
in
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gram two flocks shepard high goes a horizon close] succumbing " draws out if to approach greater character stopped fist'd beating meeting home/bed waits (ed) "hands violent that clapping, yeah" to sing 'Let either, tomorrow' better
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